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When Mama Earth has Spoken (and the art of surrendering to your purpose)

5/3/2022

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As of Thursday, I only had two Warriors registered for this 4th Season of WARRIOR SCHOOL (launching tomorrow!!).  I was overwhelmed with frustration and a bit of grief.  WTF?!!  Was the Universe telling me it wasn't meant to be this round?  I am open to this as a possibility and trust in the divine, but WTF??  I could FEEL the energy of this round of Warriors-- the EARTH MAMA vibes were palpable.  I could feel their mix of sassy and practical, powerful and magical, and sensual AF.   But where were they??  ​

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My sister called and I burst into tears.  My period had come HARD CORE that morning and it felt like an energetic and emotional dam had opened up.  What should I do?  I told her how I KNOW Mother Earth is in charge of this round of Warriors.  I felt an urge to go into nature and make an offering to Mama Earth.  To SURRENDER my ego's desires to have a certain number of registrations by a certain date.  To REMEMBER that Mother Earth does NOT like to be rushed.  There is no such thing as forcing or pressuring a seed to bust through the surface of the earth and bloom in the sun.  F*ck.  Once again I have to walk my damn talk.  Once again WARRIOR SCHOOL is schooling me.  
 
I remembered one of our guest facilitators, Anabel Vizcarra, sharing years ago about a woman's menstrual blood being sacred and related to the Mother Earth cycles.  I felt called to go into the woods, give some of my blood, some red wine, and the ashes from the free form writing I had burned with my frustrations that morning to Mama Earth, with a beautiful mandala of flowers around it.  
 
My sister was all in.  Why?  Because she's an F-ing Warrior that's why.  She is magic and devoted.  She "just happened" to have some blood red roses that were ready to be given back to the earth.  
 
The day before I had gotten my nails done with shades of green and a pentagram star painted on my third nail.  This symbol was coming forward strongly for this cohort of Warriors.  My ego laughed skeptically at the idea of feeling the energy of the powerful cohort that DIDN'T YET EXIST.  Ugh.  
 
But what type of container does someone put her blood in?  Ashes in?  Wine in?  "Oh yes!  I have that tupperware container I saved from takeout last week!"  I went into the cupboard to retrieve the tupperware.  I went to open it and my mouth dropped open:  there was a symbol etched into the plastic on the lid--  a pentagram star with a circle around it (see photo as I still don't fully believe it myself!).  I laughed.  Am I just hallucinating and losing my mind with all of this?? 
 
My sister and I went into the beautiful woods where we've gone many times before.  I brought my takeout container of ash/blood/wine mix (this is sounding very biblical!! ;)), some flowers that were ready to decompose, and my sister brought the red rose petals from her bouquet.  She said, "I feel like you should make a pentagram with sticks."  I did, and arranged the flowers around it and sprinkled the deep red rose petals all around it in the shape of a circle. 

​I said a little prayer to Mother Earth, "Please show us what you need and help us to treat you better.  Please help us anchor the Divine Feminine onto this Earth."  I then poured my takeout mixture-- which now looked like charcoal water-- into the center of the pentagram star.  It seeped into the Earth and I imagined all of my pain actually fertilizing the soil for the blooms to come.  
 
My sister had one rose left in her bag-- it was a perfect bud (the rest were all individual petals).  I placed that blood red rose bud in the center of the pentagram, on top of where I poured my offering.  
 
We went on our way.  I let go.  I trusted.  I remembered that Mother Earth blooms in her own timing.  I surrendered to her.  
 
The next day (Friday-- five days before the launch of Warrior School) I woke up feeling brand new.  My energy had shifted.  I was ready to be seen.  I had an IG live interview with the amazing Christie Mann (another guest facilitator for Warrior School!) in which I felt like my purpose and vision were channeling through my words; I held a New Moon Visioning session and channeled a Mother Earth meditation that was powerful AF (and was honored to have two of our guest facilitators attend- Renee Benmeleh and Madeline Giles!); I had a sample session with a potential new coaching client who said YES.  By the end of the day, I had 7 Warriors registered.  
 
Over the weekend, I enjoyed myself.  On the New Moon in Taurus, I attend a Beltane Blessing and Angelic Breath Healing offering by the amazing Madeline Giles.  On Sunday morning, Beltane, I meditated outside with the sunrise as I listened to the lush chirping of the birds and croaks of the frogs.  I watched as the sky opened up and rain came down.  It was fertile and alive.    
 
By the end of the day Monday, I had 9 Warriors registered (my minimum to run the cohort was 8!).
 
Today is Tuesday.  We launch tomorrow.  I am in full Trust that Mother Earth is bringing me the exact women that are needed for this magical and powerful circle.  Will it be 9?  Will it be 10 or 12?  I know it will be perfect, and I am humbled by them already.
 
Why do I share this with you?  Because as much as our logical minds and the patriarchal and white supremacist culture wants us to forget, we are tapped into deep and infinite sources of power, wisdom, and SOURCE within us.  Through our bodies, our hearts, our higher minds and our spirits. 

You have the Universe within you.  You are held and supported.  You can trust the timing of whatever you’re feeling into and going through. 
 
I am humbled by Mother Earth and by the circle of Warriors emerging.  I am honored to do this work.  And my human self is STOKED (I never use that word!) to play with this cohort and watch as the Divine Feminine is UNLEASHED, yet again. 
 
With Bright Green Leaves, Bumble Bees, and Butterflies,
Tina xoxo  

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    Tina Meyers is an Intuitive Coach and Feminine Leadership Facilitator and the founder of Women Advocates Rising and WARRIOR SCHOOL.  She is a former attorney, and a seeker of creativity, courage, aliveness, and transformation in her own life and the lives of others.

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